So much potential with this one, and yet ultimately lacking the nuance I was looking for.
Mickey and Kacey lost their mother to addiction when they were young and their father soon after to abandonment. They then went to live with their grandmother, who brought them up in a harsh and unloving environment. Mickey eventually joins the police force, but Kacey could not resist the call of addiction. When Kacey goes missing and women starts turning up dead in their neighborhood, Mickey feels compelled to uncover what really happened.
This book starts out amazing. The story of the two sisters, coming from similar circumstances but arriving at such disparate destinations, is a compelling one. One manages to build a life for herself while the other falls to addiction and petty crime. Also interesting is the dynamic between the two, especially Mickey's pain and dilemma when faced with her sister's deterioration.
But then about halfway through, this book just lost steam for me. One of the most difficult aspects of addiction is the agony it has on loved ones. Should they intervene, or respect the addict's autonomy and right to make decisions? How many chances do they give the addict before they write them off for good? This book starts to address these, but then didn't go anywhere. Instead, Mickey tramples all over Kacey in her effort to save her, yet never gains any insight into what she did wrong in the process.
Also, for a policeman, Mickey sure is naïve and slow-witted. There were so many moments when she was faced with a common situation, and she would freeze up and not know what to say or do. She clomps around in her heavy-handed effort to "help", but she just makes things worse. At one point, after she was given a tip from a source who wished to remain anonymous, she went ahead and broke that confidentiality. She makes so many questionable and unethical decisions throughout the book, all of which were never adequately addressed.
The more I read, the less I liked Mickey. While I don't always have to love my main characters, having a dumb and bumbling female protagonist is a pet peeve of mine. It slowly drives me insane and forces me to engage in much eye-rolling and hair-pulling, which ultimately results in stars being deducted left and right off of the rating.
Combined with the fact that this book never really reached beyond the surface when addressing the complexity and nuances of addiction and its fallout, and this turned out to be just a middle-of-the-road read for me.
Readaroo Rating: 3 stars